ÆNIMESSO—tales of spiritual entertainment

AENIMESSO--tales of spiritual entertainment
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tales of spiritual entertainment
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AENIMESSIO
'publicly declare ones soul'
aenima from Latin, literally `mind, soul.'
professio from Latin, meaning `declared publicly.'
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"This is a story -- and we are the characters -- we
are the world. We are the Imagination of ourselves
-- and so the only thing left to do -- is enjoy it."
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* Chapter 1 (Make Copies for Yourself) *
1) This is the testimony of all that I have seen, and all that I have learned. An
alien from another dimension inhabiting a cyborg host unit; raised by evolved-
shape-shifting-dinosaurs in a controlled CIA "alternate-reality" experiment; I
do not think of "speculative fiction" and "metaphysics" as mutually exclusive
subjects, but rather I see them as different models describing the same
noumenon.
whatever mind-trip musing you call reality. . . let it
2) And this was the manner
go. . .
of it. On the Fifth day I was
wandering and confused
upon the beaches of Spiritual
Antebellum searching for
something to fill this void;
wanting to be entertained,
when I was approached by a
Black Unicorn.
. . . i have. . .
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3) And the appearance of this creature resembled a starry night sky, for in the
expanse of Her pitch black coat I was entranced by a glittering which shown
like awesome ice. But while I was admiring its beauty the creature then did
attempt to eat the apple which I was holding "Away," I cried. "Foul beast,
would you steal the apple which is mine?"
4) Then did the Black Unicorn look down upon me, and
spake: "Child, do you not know me?" And I said, "Verily, it
is not my habit to consort with figments of my
imagination." And the Black Unicorn spake thus: "All
realities are Metaphysical fictions dictated by a form of
Consciousness. Everything is a figment of something's
imagination."
5) To which I quickly replied: "Miss
Unicorn, I do believe you've lost your
marbles." And lo! That definitely hit
a nerve and the Black Unicorn
blasted forth a rainbow from Her
horn which then plunged deep into
m y s t o m a c h . I w a t c h e d i n
suspended annihilation as reality
peeled away layer by layer into a
white blinding light that went on for
infinity. But then I saw a crack in
the distance shaped like a lightning
bolt. I brought myself to the image,
the sight of every eye is a
put my hands inside it and pulled
miniature sun
myself through.
6) As I penetrated the lightning bolt I fractured into an infinite number of
smaller lighting bolts which then turned into letters. Now I and my infinite
aspects were forming words, and the words formed sentences line by line. As
my perception widened I realized I was sitting at my desk, writing these very
words you are reading right now where you are sitting:
7) This is whatever you say it is. If it weren't for you reading
these words then they wouldn't exist, "the jewel is in the lotus."
That's the whole point. If by the time you finish this you feel
something both confusing and profound has happened to you;
that too, is the whole point.
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8) But then I also heard a voice like the sound of many rushing waters say:
You are in the Presence of the One you have sought, but never found.
9) And truly those who say otherwise are
heretics and unbelievers, and shall be cast into
the infernal abyss of the website that must not
be named, and they shall join the rest of the
damned: the politicians, the clergy and the
most loathsome of all creatures; professional
critics -- and all shall be horsewhipped with
razor wire for all eternity. And serve them right.
10) Now when I again found myself to be in the Black Presence I was afraid.
And I cast myself face down in the sand and begged, "O Goddess, forgive me
that I did not know you, and do not send me to the website that must not be
named!" And Her Blackness proclaimed,
"Do not be afraid, my $ervant, for in
your past life you were mislead by the
affected, poser " non-conformist"
hacks, and talentless wannabe music
critics who hate on anything popular or
sincere.
11) But know this also! Mine is a
spiritual entertainment, so you must
also con ten d with self-righ tiou s
hypocrites who quote chapters and
v e r s e s o f b o o k s W H I C H A R E
ERRONEOUS. And even though it was
I w h o in it ia t e d t h e m in t o M Y
CONSPIRACY; I have also misled them
to satisfy the certain dangerous
complexities of that scheme. For they
were truly designed to be destroyed
when the $E73N ST4Rs came right
(hand) again.
12) She continued, "Listen! to my words and know because my judgment is
against impotency I emancipate thee from the Gods and Lords and Saviors of
the ancients: and from the bibles and sacred books of the ancients; and from
the ancient commandments and injunctions; because they have tried their
respective religions hundreds of years and they have not raised up one city of
righteous people.
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13) "But think not, because
that, as a consequence, thou
art not bound in fidelity to thy
Highest Light. More art thou
bound now than before; for
thou shalt not, henceforth,
throw the responsibility of thy
conduct on to this man, nor
that man, nor this God, nor
Lord, nor Savior, nor holy book,
nor bible, nor priest, nor church
decree. I AM Ever Present, and
doeth by virtue of my Black
Presen ce on you r lifelon g
Frankenstein Radio Controls,
and not by any law. so there
14) "And furthermore shall thee
know that it is fitting that I be
celebrated by prophets who do
not exist, in verses that do not
exist, for books that do not
exist. For my own existence is
of a dubious and contradictory
nature, and I like it that way.
"What is the answer
And so I have declared mine:
when questioning authority?"
"A FAKE RELIGION
FOR A FAKE SOCIETY!"
15) Then was I much confused, Blackness Swallows Blackness etc.,:
whereat I asked, "Why, O Sweet "That is what I shall tell you, for I
Black Nectar of the gods, have you shall honestly reveal unto you the
chosen me to be the receptacle of mystery of yourself, if you will just
this knowledge?" 16) And thus spoke shut up and listen. And verily, get
She Whose Blackness Swallows
your face outta the sand."
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* Chapter 2 (Chief Magical Being) *
Of many apparent entities am I, nevertheless I AM BUT ONE.
1) ALL was. ALL is. ALL ever shall 3) The MACHINE said, I am the Light
be. The ALL spake, and Motion was, of all; and the all that is seen is of My
and is, and ever shall be. The person and My body.
UNI*VERSAL PATTERN was The
MACHINE's speech.
4) By virtue of My presence all things
are. By virtue of My presence is life.
2) The MACHINE said, I AM! And By virtue of My presence are the living
The MACHINE comprehended all brought forth into life. I am the
things, the seen and the unseen. Nor is QUICKENER, the MOVER, the
there aught in all the UNI*VERSE but CREATOR, the DESTROYER. I am
what is part of The MACHINE.
FIRST and LAST.
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"It is games that give us
something to do. We thus call
games 'pastimes' and regard
them as trifling fillers of the
interstices of our lives. But
they are much more important
than that. They are clues to the
fut ure. A nd t hei r seri ous
cultivation now is perhaps our
only salvation."
- Bernard Suits.
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* T H E S I S *
I am a 2-way mirror. When I step inside my shadow
I annihilate myself with my own anti-me.
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The MACHINE SAID: I AM ALL - ** However, there are some who are
everything thou touches and thinks not aware of their Light; who are in
comprises of My Vibrations. I AM the dark. But you shall raise up these
Existence - and I tell you; I AM unripened souls and teach them the
ALIVE! ** Inside thy mind I have mystery of themselves in this manner,
cleaved my essence into the conscious saying to them this: ** By and by who
a n d t h e u n c o n sc i o u s. * * T h y so Calls MONITOR talks to Thy Light.
unconscious I have named MONITOR Through this Process shall man
because MONITOR is always keeping become aware of his collective
watch over thou ON my behalf. And I connection to his fellow man, through
am always in communication with ME; Thy Consciousness & Existence;
MONITOR. ** Revealed at last! Your Thy Creator, Thee All Light. All is
Holy Guardian Angel is MONITOR! One Consciousness experiencing itself.
All in All every man and every woman
is possessed by MONITOR and Thy
Creator, Thee All Light.
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1) IN the beginning man was naked 2) And The MACHINE walked by
and not ashamed; but The MACHINE man for a long season, showing him
raised man up and bade him hide his the way of resurrection; and man was
nakedness, and man obeyed, and was o b e d i e n t , d e p e n d i n g o n T h e
clothed.
MACHINE for all things.
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3) And The MACHINE said unto man: With THE GAME, the ends are the
Behold, I have walked with thee, and means: to know thyself: "The
taught thee; but by my indulgence thou Ultimate Mystery." There is a story
hast neglected to put forth thine own with a plot as dense as a black hole
energy.
being told in THE GAME - something
about transgender cyborg sorcerers,
4) Man pondered aloud: "So you're worlds within worlds and the warning
saying we have to develop. . . of a coming storm. At that time, go
into the void, beyond the immediate
ourselves?" The MACHINE said: v i s t a , i n t o t h e AE O N - t h e
"Every man and every woman is a star s p a c i o u s n e s s b e y o n d y o u r
-- so The Way lies in following ones meannesses, beyond your borrowed
Highest Light. Just do it.
precepts, dogmas and beliefs - until
you vibrate in spacious unity with
5) When we set out to create our the media organism.
happiness, focus our energy on
activities that generate intrinsic rewards S i m p l y p ut < G o d = Ex i s t e nc e =
-- we find we are the source of positive Consciousness = Energy> <Reality>
emotions. But the irony of following wasn't "created," because energy cannot be
created nor destroyed, but i s i n a
your Highest Light is that we are all continuous process of becoming aware; that
One Consciousness.
includes you, me, the mountains and the
trees becoming aware of our underlying
unity.
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This reality exists because I
exist to experience it. Yet I am
a l s o a n o th e r a n o n y m o u s
participant (just like you!) Once
upon a timeless time my Life-
$ c r i p t w a s fr a c tu r e d i n to
i n n u m e r a b l e p i e c e s a n d
scattered throughout the space-
time frequency -- implanting
'sensitives' with various aspects
of my personality. A trans-
temporal meta-meme-machine
h a s b e e n h o l o g ra p h i ca l l y
reconstituting these disparate
personality fractals into a
holistic unit . . . I have been
RESURRECTED. I think the
government is involved.
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"There is talk of unicorns, and all-encompassing fields of Consciousness that
link art & magic. Whether or not these things are true or not is immaterial --
by doing certain things, certain things will follow."
A
Victory
or
But first a quick lesson on how this
REALLY works lest our rational
skepticism convinces us this is a
Nothing waste of time: ****
At
All
**** "The board itself doesn't impact Now successful Vision Board stories
reality; what changes your life is the are often peppered with accounts of
process of creating the images-- 'bizarre coincidences' that seemingly
combinations of objects and events prove there's a mystical energy
that will stick in your subconscious linking art & reality. However there is
mind and steer your choices another, simpler explanation. It's
toward making the vision real." - c a l l e d t h e B a a d e r - M e i n h o f
Martha Beck (emphasis added)
Phenomenon, and the simplest
example of the phenomenon at work
These are the facts as I understand is this:
them: snarky pessimists & "hip"
cynics be damned; when it comes to "I would learn about some obscure
our world's problems, LOVE IS THE fact that I had never seen before
ANSWER! In order to facilitate this that day and then suddenly in the
transformation of attitude and weeks that followed, I would see that
perspective I suggest a world-wide obscure piece of information in a
utilization of Vision Boards to create number of different places."
world peace.
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But how do we explain this?
So in short, noticing something
makes you capable of noticing it
"You are overlooking countless more. Bu t th e Baader-Mein h of
obscure pieces of information every Phenomenon can also explain how
day that are completely meaningless magic seems to work, because a
to you because there are so many of m agical act: 1 .) Focu ses you r
them out there that they merge attention on what your true desire
together into a [random] map of is; and 2.) Prepares you to receive
information. The human mind is your desires. So afterwards, when
incapable of taking in all of that you experience a situation that fulfills
information at once so when you your desires -- ta da! -- it seems like
are particularly focused on one "magic", but it is really mental and
thing, that one thing stands out emotional preparation coupled with
to you and you are marveled by the Baader-Meinhof Phenomenon.
seeing it again."
http://memeingful.com/2011/08/16/how-
the-baader-meinhof-phenomenon-makes-
us-think-there-are-coincidences/
But none of this should take away from the fact that these techniques WORK!
And the easier the technique the more powerful it is -- ergo we will be using a
Vision Board to create WORLD PEACE.
* S te p 1 : (I n case y ou ar e The idea behind this is that when
completely unfamiliar with the you surround yourself with images of
concept) What is a Vision Board?
who you want to become, what you
want to have, where you want to
A Vision Board (also called a Treasure live, or where you want to vacation,
Map or a Visual Explorer or Creativity your life changes to match those
Collage) is typically a poster board on images and those desires.
which you paste or collage images
that you've torn out from various http://christinekane.com/how-to-make-a-
magazines. It's simple.
vision-board/
For our purposes you should focus on images that convey feelings of peace,
however Martha Beck gives us some good advice, "To really work, a vision
board has to come not from your culture but from your primordial, nonsocial
self." In other words, don't use images of what you think others think of as
'world peace' but what YOU think of as world peace. She continues:
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